1) Be envious of 2) Be envious or covetous 3) Bear a grudge 4) Desire 5) Envy 6) Feel bitter about 7) Give reluctantly 8) Have hard feelings about 9) Look upon with disapproval 10) Resent 11) To be reluctant 12) To give reluctantly 13) To grudge about or over 14) Want 15) Wish ill or allow unwillingly 1) Covet 2) Envy 3) Resent 
• (v. t.) To grudge; to envy the possession of.
[Verb] To resent someone else having something that you want.
Be·grudge' transitive verb [ imperfect & past participle Begrudged ; present participle & verbal noun Begrudging .] To grudge; to envy the possession of. 
[v] - wish ill or allow unwillingly
verb wish ill or allow unwillingly
to envy or resent the pleasure or good fortune of (someone): She begrudged her friend the award. · to be reluctant to give, grant, or allow: She did not begrudge the money spent on her children's education.
[Literary terms] allow unwillingly or reluctantly[Difficult words] be envious of or feel annoyance toward[Novel words] allow unwillingly or reluctantly